Cold out side

So its August 10th , Its been very hot up until now. Today has been a nice change and I pitty the people who work as I am working right now, Lol Im baby sitting, The yungest is sleeping very nice and Hopfully long the other two have been watching Movies,eating and playing quietly. Snowballs sleeping next to me as I am writing this, Chase is sleeping as is Chip. This is one of those days you wish you had off so you could wake up late or normal time, It changes alot of things when you can just laz around. Wake up go down stairs Turn on the Tube with a few good movies, Eat,Drink (Hot chocolate,Pepsi ect)Make smores with a roaring fire next or in the same room as you,Your pets laying beside you and really just relaxe while the world goes down the drain.
It feels like a winter day. Except your not up at the lake with an amazing view, The icy bite as you walk out side to colect your wood and take a huge breath in of that icy smoky smell of everyones or just your fire going. The smell of pine anf wood burning is Ideal for a lazy day. Or it makes you think of smoking meat, A Nice Sasuge smoking on the grill and You get dinner ready. Baking and sewing also comes along with this kind of day. You fill the house of baking and your fire place going. You walk out side and again you have that Icy,Piney ,firey Smell. The thought of it is just so beath taking and makes me wish I was up their with either with someone or by my self. Working on something I have on my list of stuff to get done.Or just the thought of doing nothing sounds pretty damn good at this moment.
I think all of this came about is when I started getting Christmas stuff together for my business website. I am more festive this year and have started planning, I am excited and wanting to be able to sew my toys for november. My busyest time of year is now to January. The getting ready for sales while getting raedy for Christmas it all comes together at the end but sometimes you wish you would have put more in to it. I love Christmas and the thought of spending money on people. I love spending money Its Fun to see something and think of that person it should go to. Its great and that fact that You can Spend tons of money and No one can tell you how much your going through . LOl .
Oh I am looking forword to the end of this (Kids being at my house) And just getting back to my life.Sewing, Taking inventory, Coming up with fun things to create and thinking of the fun kids can have with them is Joyus and A Great feeling. I cant wait. Except this year unlike others I have a Job other then My Business, I will be working with Karalees Mom (Shelly) And for those of you who dont know who Karalee is, She is my brothers Girlfriend her Mom is Shelly. But Thats Tuesday to Thursday I gave myself a 4 Day weekend every week so I can still get my Toys made for November. And so I still can have my creativity side of my brain to think of toys to come up with every few weeks. This way I will not be a total wreck.
Man The Girls have been watching Christmas Movies, Searching for Christmas Ideas And the Chilly Feel out side has made me Excieted for Christmas .I have eve started to shop, I maybe early to start but that doesnt mean I will have it all done a few months a head of time. Shopping for people takes time and you must buy it when you see it or else You will miss out, Always save recipes cause you never know when You might find something way better that fits that person.Ive learnt that over the years . I find if I lose the Recipe Then I have to keep it for my self and you find your self with more gifts for your self then you bought for your friends. LOl.

Well I should get back to work. I really dont have much to do. As I have been writing this me & the girls cleaned up and still watching the Smirfs. They wanted something They havent seen before well what is better then the old Kid shows I used to watch when I was little, Kinda makes me feel old when they havnt seen the smirfs before. But it keeps them busy and That I am Happy about. That and Sleeping bUt I hear the Small one Crying so I better Go. Tootles!.

Its been a LONG TIME!

WOW Its been awhile. Whats new in my life?. Well Im now 20! and ive spent my summer baby sitting , I have had up to 5 kids in my house at once and managed to take them all to the park a few times!. Iv always wanted a daycare well this summer I got my Prayer answered By having to the two daycares I work at call me up to ask it I would take a Few of there Kids.
Plus Ami & Colson.
So Far Ive gone through alot of crying! Four teeth Paige has had ,plus learned how to walk and talk ,KInda in sentancesToday I got one kid who was all for my house and then the next (He's only been here one day and he was sick) Came crying ,I finally just got him to stop but man he's as loud as Paige when you try and change her Diaper when she is over tired!.
What a change Yesturday he was So excited and today he doesnt want to be here. REally I dont have the toys for him cause there either Baby toys or girls toys. But Emma will be here tomorrow and they are from the same daycare so thats good. Maybe he will want to come, I hope so anyways!.
He's such a cutie!.
They all Are!. Paige Age 1, Emma Age 5 (Sisters with Paige, Sabastian Age 4, And then Ava whom is 3 Years old. Then Ami And Colson who I had last week and Im not taking them again cause My Dad only alowed me to have 2 but then Ava is only 3 days a week so he said I could have 3 which turned out to be 5 for a week and then turned in to 4 for two weeks then its 3 for only one week.
Its all Good I love kids and Have always wanted a daycare , But I wont a Building for it. I dont like having all these toys in my living room, 1 Theres not enough space for them all, 2 they distory things that arnt mine or they wreck the toys,3 They make such a mess and I cant stand that, I like clean 5 times a day or more then when they leave I vacumm,Wash floors, Wash dishes, Get eveything ready for the next day (Diaper bags,Food, Snacks...)
In Fall I start at SHelly's Daycare SO Im gonna be working with My Brothers girlfriends Mom. Its cool we get along well. Im a very blunt person and She is Just a little bit less blunt as I am. So Its good.
I Miss Dakota, Ive baby sat him at Shelly's twice by my self and a few other times with Shelly. HE's a cutie! and Is crazy,Out going all in all a total Clown a VERY Entertaining one.
But I do say one thing BABY sitting is a Cure for wanting a Kid. Of Corse your kids are going to be how you raise them so If you raise like spoiled brats then thats what you have to seal with HAHAHAHA! Sucks to be you. But If you raise them to be good kids even with having every toy there is then RIGHT ON FOR YOU!, its not a hard thing to do.
But Sending your teen daught out to baby sit a few spoiled childeren THAT in it self will cure her. SHe could be so good with kids and have a total tolrence for them and still get annoyed and sick of them.
Last year I spent the summer baby sitting a 9 Yr Old & A 6 Yr Old. It was cool when you were at the park and they didnt bother you but when you got home and tried to feed them . HOLY!.
There was fighting all day long. The 9 Yr Old foght me to go to the park and go home, His parents rules about the computer and tv, And There FOOD!. I even go hit on my arm and My Arm swelled up, You could see his hand print in my skin. I so Grounded him and wouldnt let him leave his room until an hour before his parents got home. I didnt tell them even though I sould have but it wasnt a big deal and Ive known him since he was 3. So what ever.


Well Ive kinds gotten off topic here .
Nothings really happend this month. Just My Birthday,Baby sitting, And Hanging out with the group. Well its not the same group we started out with, It Started with Me ,Kyle & Dustin that since I was 4,Dustin 3 & Kyle 2. Then we added Becky when we were in our tweens. Then Added Tim in 2004 who added Tiffany & Stacey then Lisa, And Add Everyones Boyfriends and Girl friends. Now Its Tiffany, Kyle & Karalee, Me and Jason , Dustin & Jessica. Tim is Still in our group sometimes same with Lisa but they are working and busy with other stuff. And with Stacey well I havent seen her since she ask if I wanted to go to my Ex & His Girlfriends Baby Shower for Their new daught. RETARTED If there should be anyone that should not have a baby it should THEM!. Thier Kids not even that cute.
Its funny how that want anyways.
This is a stupid and fucked up story.

Okay. She was 14 and he was 17 They were dating & Apparently thy got pragnant but then she fell down the stairs and lost it, Then they broke up. He dated some one else with the same name as his ex Girlfriend. Then Broke up with her after a few years of them chating on eachother and gettin back together he dated me for 3 months and then I broke up with him on our anniversary (He celebraited every month :|) So I crushed his heart and he didnt get over me until his baby came this year. I bet still if I went over to him and said I miss you he would come back Thats how stupied he is!. But After me a month later he got back together with his first ex at the begining ,Im sure thats not his first girlfriend Its just what I know.
He got back together with her and he cheated on her a few times and they bok up and got back togeher then on one of their brake ups she told him she was pragnant HAHA At that time he was with some slut and was sleeping with her!. so FUCKED UP!. I mean really!.
Anyways there has been a few diferent story's and iv gotten off topice, BUT ITS my crazy messed up blog so what ever!.

Well Im out for now!.